Sunday, January 11, 2009

Toward a Setting Sun

After two days and a night of partying (which was dancing to some old school rap and having a beer) at an ex-pat bar, I felt a bit dirty and longed to see my Dali and the Georgian village in which I was reborn. I popped up in the bed that first Saturday morning back in Tbilisi and immediately knew that I needed to get out of the city. So I hurriedly gathered a small bag together and made my way to Didube station, where transport could be found towards any place west and north of Tbilisi. Just a few metro stops away from where I was staying was the station, and upon exiting the metro, I walked down a corridor a tables where people were selling toilet paper, candy, batteries, underwear, and soft drinks. When this place opened up into the outdoor station under grey skies, I went to the same place where I found the marshrutkas (vans) that took me to the village even seven and a half years ago. "How much to Borjomi?" I said upon finding the driver. "Eight lari," he said. I wasn't going all the way to Borjomi, but it was the cheapest trip to take that would drop me off by the River Mtkvari and just outside the village. I found my seat just behind the driver and waited for the van to fill. At some point, a man walked up with a plastic bag and said to the driver, "My aunt is very sick and needs this medicine, could you take this to my cousin in Khashuri since you will be passing through there? He would meet you beside the road by the gas station where the main road turns." The driver took it without a word, but when the man who brought the medicine reached for his wallet, the driver spoke up, "That will not be necessary," and put the medicine in the van.

When the van was finally full after ten minutes or so and everyone's money was taken, we set off towards the west. After leaving the city of Tbilisi, we passed through Mtskheta, the ancient Georgian capital, with its two holiest churches surrounded by high hills and separated by the confluence of the Mtkvari and the high Caucasus fed Aragvi. As usual, several people in this transport made the sign of the cross within sight of the hallowed structures, crossing right to left as Eastern Orthodoxy prescribes.

Very soon after leaving Mtskheta's environs and going past the Georgian Military Highway which leads north towards Mount Kazbegi, Chechnya, and other parts of the North Caucasus, suddenly there appeared a sea of tiny houses. These are those which have been built recently for the internally displaced persons (IDPs) from what the world has come to know somewhat incorrectly as South Ossetia. This section of the Georgian heartland of Shida Kartli was the sight of an intense military confrontation between Georgian and Russian military forces back in August 2008, and the end result was damage to Tskhinvali, the main town in the area, and the torching of Georgian villages, effectively completing the ethnic cleansing of Georgians from their own homeland. Thousands of those Georgians who were lucky enough to escape with their lives will end up in new settlements like these that were passing by my window as we sped towards the setting sun. The houses are the size of some sheds in family members' backyards back home and they are aesthetically depressing in their uniformity. A few days later I was to attend a meeting of the Coalition for IDP Rights. While there, a woman told of an IDP man whose complaint about the new houses was, "When I come home drunk, how will I find my own house?"

As we kept moving westward, every so often I would see another new settlement of IDP houses in the waning daylight. They looked like they were parts of a camp or military barracks rather than places where families would act out their daily routines. Near Gori, a city famous for having some of its apartment buildings blown up by Russian missiles in August (one in which members of my host family lived), there were more rows of dreary new houses that would shelter those who have lost much of what made their lives worth living.

And the sun disappeared into the cold night.

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Arriving Alone in a Special Land of Hospitality

Arriving at the Tbilisi International Airport with no traveling companions, I must admit that I felt somewhat lonely with no one to greet me. After grabbing my baggage and proceeding toward the crowd of joyful welcomers, a desolate feeling among a crowd took hold. My first welcome to Georgia in 2001 was complete with a sold round of applause, whistles, and cheers. I had done little more than flown across an ocean and a continent with other Peace Corps volunteers, but we were seen as a sign of progress in Georgia by some after the horribly dark 1990s. But returning this year, was so different while observing the tear-soaked reunions of mothers and sons, grandmother kisses, and addies seeing their babies all grown up after many years away making a living for their families. The only people who talked to me were taxi drivers trying to charge me way too much money to drive me away into the dark Tbilisi early morning.

While sitting in the airport contemplating whether or not to
take a cab to my friend's place or to wait until the train started to run, I was accosted by three drunk Georgian boys of around the age of 20. They had not malice or trickery in mind, for their goal was much simpler and joyous. They began by saying, "Brat, Brat!," which is Russian for "brother." Then they must have noticed that I was not Russian when I began speaking Georgian. So, they switched to, "Brah-zer, brahzer!" which is broken Georgian English for "brother." One commenced to tell me that his dear friend had just returned home from being in Ukraine for many years and that this was the occasion for their obvious drunkenness and would I like some vodka for a toast with them. At that time I felt like I might pass out from the more than 24 hour plane trip, and knowing that my new brothers were intent on spreading their intoxication of togetherness, I respectfully declined. It must have been ok, because they started giving me kisses. Kisses on my cheeks --- a standard Georgian greeting among men close to one another. I think they walked away at least four times and returned three of those for more kisses and to call me their brother.

I suppose welcomes sometimes come from unexpected places ...